Is it wrong to have needs, wants? To long for something so bad that you begin to feel empty? I spend so much time alone I don't feel like I am in a relationship, I need to be held, to be kissed, I long to feel love again. I have gone so long without it, well any kind of attention, that I feel seriously depressed. I don't feel beautiful, I don't feel alive, I feel like a hollow shell, just wandering around aimlessly trying to keep myself going for the will of other people. I am beginning to think about doing things I normally wouldn't, just a little something to let me know that there is some value left to my existence. You can call me superficial, but when you live in a life without love or happiness, then you can have the right to say something, until then, keep it to yourself. I am so ******** tired of being alone and trying to make everyone happy, who gives a s**t about how I feel?! I don't know how much more I can take. i am starting to not care how he feels, i know he couldn't care how i feel, hell he would probably be happy if i died.
Nymphaea Angelique Community Member 
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