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I tell ya, life right now SUCKS big time. I can't find a GOOD job, so I'm taking an apprenticeship. Thats cool and all but I have no internet at home. SUCK. So I look at Mac store, cool Mcs, but crap a** memory, Photoshop eats memory like herpes. SUCK. I personally hate Windows due to years of crap, freezes, and viruses. My hand-me-down lap top is 7 years old, weighs 7 pounds, and is SLOW. SUCK. I get everything for myself, by myself with what little money I have. This laptop is from a dead man I barely knew.

So I decide to go to the library for my free wifi, but mom (overlord) hates when I leave the house or have a life in general. SUCK. Hey how do I get ahead if I don't leave my cage? Well she sucks anyway, and we have never liked each other. She is crazy and abusive in the worst way possible. I can't leave her cuz I have no money, I have no money cuz I have no job, I have no job cuz noone is hiring entry-level Visual Communication majors, and noone is hiring cuz the economy sucks. SUCK.

Don't tell me all mothers are a pain sometime, you don't know my mother. I hate her, I have since she beat me with a vacuum cleaner at age 7. So don't tell me all mothers do that. She can't beat me anymore since I'm stronger than her, but she can kick me out. I have no where to go. SUCK.

All month I've been running around trying to find a job, making phone calls, doing interviews. NADA.

And to top it all off I made a requested avatar art and the user changed names and let Gaia, dude you wasted my time, like I have time to spare? I work my butt off and practice with my commissions so I can make a better life for myself.
I hate time wasters, mom, Mac memory (and prices, they are crazy), and the economy.

Kid when you graduate college, make sure you don't have a major in art, do something easier that makes money.

So a while ago a friend asked me if I can make her a tattoo design, man I hope I do a good job. (the design, I don't to tattooing, thats for the pros). I need to make hot rod art sometime too. Drawing cars is hard.

I do ALOT. I'm a very busy woman.