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	Chapter: 4
	Chapter: 4


Disposing. That word shot through Allen like a million bullets. Could it be? He was too stunned to protest so Kanda dragged him a long way taking short cuts and empty paths until they made it to the library. “… Kanda…” Allen whispered. “Shut up.” Was all Kanda replied. He dragged him to the far far end of the library were an empty hall of books stood. They looked untouched. Kanda looked around making sure nobody saw and Began sliding open the window. Allen stood there and said nothing. When the door was opened Kanda lifted his leg out of the window and looked at Allen who was staring down. “Come on,” Kanda urged holding his hand out to Allen, but the boy did not take it. Kanda raised a brow. “Dispose…” Allen repeated, he turned his head slightly showing Kanda the tears strolling beside a grin on the younger one’s face, “So they’re just going to… Kill me?” Kanda stared a moment then growled. “Moyashi… Just please come with me…” “So what!? So you can get in trouble???” Allen was red with tears and the smile faded. “Don’t worry about me; now stop being a brat and come.” He scowled. “… Wasn’t it you… Who said you’d not risk getting held back by me? That you’d not help me when I was down?” Allen stared Kanda straight in the eye. Kanda narrowed a bit then his eyes widened a bit in remembrance. In Italy what he had told Allen before they started their first mission together. He remembered. “We can talk about this anytime… But now we--” “You hate me Kanda! I don’t even know why you did… That… To me in the other room…” Allen was crying now wiping his face on his sleeve. Kanda sighed. Link could be after them as they spoke, so Kanda took evasive action. He swiftly hit Allen on the side of his head and neck knocking the boy out. He quickly caught him before he hit the ground and checked his pulse to see if he hadn’t hurt him more than he wished. His pulse was fine and that was his signal to leave. He leaped out the window and onto a tree nad dashed away into the forest far from the Order. Next Day In the order talk went on for hours. Talk of the disappearance of the two exorcists from the Order. Rumors spread as well, due to the fact no one is ever told anything here. Some people claim Kanda killed Allen, or vise versa. Some people think Allen chased after Kanda and some people claim Allen is gone and Kanda just happens to be gone too. When Lena-lee heard of the two being missing she first cried… Then she turned her tough girl on and marched right up to Komui’s. “Brother!” She screamed kicking his door open. He was in there with Reever and Komui looked exhausted. Had he pulled another all nighter? Lena-lee cared not, right now she was in a rage. “Get out!” Lena-lee yells at Reever pointing to the door. Reever looks at Komui once. “But Lena--” “Out!” Reever nodded and left the room. Komui glared at his little sister and knew this was no casual greeting. “Lena-lee, what’s the matter…” He asks, even though he’s sure she’s upset about the two being gone. “Allen and Kanda… Were are they!?” Tears are rolling out of the girls dark colored eyes and she could feel her lip quiver. She wanted her friends… Now… “…I don’t know…” “Well do you know why they left!?” “…” “Brother!!!” Lena-lee broke down. She fell to her knees in tears. “I want to know!!! They’re my friends!!!” Komui bit his lip. All that was going on was a secret that would never be leaked out to the exorcists. He had to abide the rules… Even to his little sister. How badly he wanted to hug her, and tell her everything was going to be alright… But that would solve nothing. He too was distressed and was upset about the fact Allen was going to be sentenced to solitary confinement. Not Death. “Lena-lee… Just--” Komui started, but failed to continue. Lena-lee shakily stood to her feet and wiped her face. “If you won’t tell me brother… Then I won’t find out any other way… Huh…” Komui didn’t reply. He just looked away from his sibling. She turned her back and walked out of the order. Her tears never did stop. No matter how much she tried to wipe them away they never stopped. “Yo Lena-lee!” called Lavi. The red haired exorcist neared Lena-lee who’s head was hung to low for him to see her tears from afar. She lifted it to show him that she was not in a ‘yo lena-lee- kind of mood. Lavi gasped. “Lena-lee??? What’s the matter???” He asks. Lena-lee just looks away. “Don’t act like you don’t know…” She mutters. Lavi sighed. “So it’s being passed around that quick…” Lavi looked away. Lena-lee only nodded. Her lips began to quiver again but she bit back her tears. She didn’t want to cry in front of Lavi. Nor in front of anyone. She wanted to be strong… Like Allen or Kanda… She though. Lavi too was upset. Deep down. He shouldn’t have, being a bookman… But he couldn’t help but stare out the window wondering were they were during studying time. “Let’s go get you some food… That always cheers me up.” The red head suggests. Lena-lee smiles up at the bookman. “Ok.” She says. Lena-lee wished she was stronger. Every day she thought of her friends, the most important people to her, and she thought about how strong they are. How much she needed to get better just to catch up to them. She so badly wanted to be able to help them one day. If I were stronger, she thinks, I could look for Allen and Kanda and probably bring them back. She stared at her food and Lavi stared at her. “Lena-lee, please stop thinking about it.” “…” “Lena-lee!!!” Lavi whined. “Huh!?” Lena-lee jolted her head up a bit then glared at the eye patched youth who looked annoyed. “If ya’ keep spacing out like that people will think your nuts.” Lavi rationally states. Lena-lee giggles… or ad least as much as she can. It was hard not to laugh with Lavi. He seemed so joking at a time like this. “Lavi…” Lena-lee starts, “do… You happen to know why Allen and Kanda could have left?” Immediately Lavi answers in a half lie. “No.” Of course he knew. He was a bookman, and he had access to a lot of meetings being held. He also had access to info. And judging by what they planned to do to Allen it wouldn’t be hard to put the pieces together. Allen must’ve over heard them somehow. Kanda, however was a different story. Kanda would have no reason to just vanish like that. This confused Lavi, it’s not like he’d care about Allen enough to chase him… Lavi sat there a moment pondering. “I see…” Lena-lee gloomily says. She hadn’t touched her food… And she’ll probably never today. if I bit my lip would you kiss it better? Flo here · Sat Aug 01, 2009 @ 06:25am · 1 Comments


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	I love where this is going! Keep up the good work heart Offline Lotus_Curse_Kanda · Community Member · Sun Aug 02, 2009 @ 03:06am

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