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You're amazing,
And you know it !
You write soo passionatly and it's what makes the words come out so beautiful, and it's why you're known as such a great poet !
The words that you write are so passionate and deep
It's honestly something that I would love to keep
I actually like how your writing sometimes goes too far to stay
It's liike there's a shooting star happening and people are just shouting "Noo waayy?!"
You're amazing,
And you know it !
You have a beautiful gift, so I really don't blame you for going ahead to show it !
I understand some of the things you must be feelin riight now
Aand I know you're trying to find a way to be dealin' with it some how
But I don't want you going off putting on a smile, being a fake
And inside you just want to go drown yourself in some poluted lake
I really never know when you're smiling for real
Or if you made an oath to yourself to never show weakness, and called it a deal
I just want true happyness for you and everyone around
Because I'm scared that one day, I'll find you people dead underground
Remember how I was saying that I truly miss the old days ?
It was also because I keep finding more negative things in people's new ways
Tell me, before you ever met this girl,
Did you allways write depressing letters to make everyone wonder and gasp just so that she would notice how much she makes you laugh and flurl ?
I think you should stop stressing your self about her and how much you guys want to be together up until the long lasting forever !
But instead you should be concentrating on having fun
Instead of loading a gun and cocking it to yur head, making the exuse of how now, yu have been fed
Spend more time with your family and friends
As if both catagories make it as one, causing the whole thing to blend (:
I'm sure your family would love to be with you and seeing you having a lit up face
It will make them feel liike they have no children that feel any discrace
They would be so proud of you if you made your life the way you would want it to be,
And in soon times all of this will click into your head and you'll start to see
I'm positive that all of your bros miss the happy and fun Jary
Instead of now you're allways soo sad bout this one girl,
Things for them as well probably tend to get scary !
They see you almost everyday, but I'm sure they're feeling that it's not how it used to be, and things may turn out the wrong way
You have amazing friends, a caring family and an amazing life
Go right ahead, slice your wrist with that sharp knife
But know this, it won't ever change anything that had happened before
for now what has been done is history
And what we shall face on in the future will be a huge mystery !
Liike I allways say,
Flip that frown upside down and make sure that you'll move on happily
instead of thinking of sadness and sorrow allways remember that there is a wonderful, fresh new start for the day of tomorow ! (:

Dedicated to you Jary ! (:
Love you bro !
xoxo