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God people suck! I do one thing to make my life better then someone steps in a ******** it up.
I've got the two people I care for the most in the world--Love interest--Telling me that they love me. But I'm done dating. For now.
And.. I'd hate to hurt people in the process. I already said I'd flirt--But I don't want to lead them on. My Big Brother was no help, He got me all confused about stuff, and fail fail fail.


There's this:
"That's too bad, you're too good just to pass up. You'll have one soon enough --- you just wait. ;3"

And:
"No, I'm serious. I love you."

And then:
"I'll wait for you."

Three people I care for.. I can deal with one cause.. They're not here. But.. The other two.. D;

JESUS, ********! D<

I don't know what to do, my friends don't know what to do. I'm being told to follow my heart, But my heart hurts and is confused--I never actually thought that being a teenager could actually be this hard. Or stupid-ishly confusing. If I follow my heart--Some will get hurt. And I maybe I'd end up following the wrong path? I'm done with dating! D: For now.. I want to... Maybe it was just cause he was so close to everyone that it was weird. All three are ex-boyfriends, whom I still like/Love, And two of them were never weird to be dating.

I should talk to him. Make sure we're all on the same page and he understands.. But.. I'm keeping a damn year/couple months for me.

Got advice? Or want to know the whole story and help? (I'd love that) Please message me.. I'm confused.
D;