-sighs putting my head down leaning against a wall holding a necklace tears falling-
Juan...you gave me this when we were little and when you did we became best friends. But now I hate you, I hate your freakin guts. You deserve to die. You hurt me for the last time and now my heart has been crushed to a thousand pieces. You told me you could trust me but finding out you kept a secret for me for 7 years now, just broke my heart. I trusted you Juan..but now I just want to shoot you down and not see you alive. And your Riley, can just go to ******** hell! We were friends Juan..but now we are not and I never want to see your filthy face again. -breaks the necklace- I hate you..I really do hate you...-smiles softly watching the necklace break- You have hurt me for the last time...and I am ending it.
(now)
-leans against the wall smiling playing with a knife- I am happy your out of my life, and I am happy that your no longer part of my family. Now I really know how everyone feels when your heart has really been crushed. But now it won't happen because I am growing up and I won't let anyone get to me like you did, not ever again.
(future through my eyes)
I lay there on my death bed glad to be out of this world. I smile looking upon myself as I am a ghost. I look and see him at my funeral and I growl then tears fall. "So you really did care..hmph.."I walk past everyone as I am a ghost tears falling. I walk through the meadow looking around smiling remembering my best friend(Stephanie) took me here to make me smile. I then walk over to the waterfall my other best friend(Randee) showing me this place. I then walk to the cliff looking at the sunset as I smile. "I miss you my friends but Juan...I still hate you for breaking me into a million of pieces. Stephanie...I understand now...I really do now." I sigh and turn and look at all my friends and family at my funeral crying. I smile softly. "I will miss you all and I love you all but I am in a happier place now..I really am.." I back up and fall off the cliff and hits the water. I lay at the bottom of the ocean closing my eyes enjoying the cold water on my ghostly skin. "Now I am at peace..finally..." Says softly as the water collapse over me putting me at rest finally.
