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I want to write. So that's what I'm going to do here. I'm going to write.

I want to write about my beach trip so far. How I'm in North Carolina for a family reunion, and how I just realised how great my family is. How, even though some of them might get on my nerves a tiny bit, we all get along great. How there's no grudges between anybody here, and how we have all these traditions about where we go, who cooks when, and what we do. How I love them all to death.

I want to write about my fiance. How he is truly amazing, and how it makes my spirit just simply soar when I get online, and I have a message from him. How all it says is that he loves me, and he never wants us to end, and that he loves me again. How there has been maybe two people in my entire life that I've connected with as much as I have with him. How I love him to death.

I want to write about death. How everyone sees the word and automatically thing horrible things. How I think everyone in my corner of the world goes about death all wrong. How we mourn the loss before we even think about celebrating the life. How there have been many people in my life that have passed on, and I still think of all the good times before the bad. How I loved them all to death.

I want to tell everyone in my life that I love them. I want to tell them all how much they mean to me, and how they have affected me and made me who I am today. I may not be perfect, but I know and accept my flaws, and love myself for them. And how I couldn't do that without everyone.

I love you.