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When all I've got to lose is lost
Respected then condemned
Affection to Abomination
I cant pay the cost

Even with my good intentions
but all I had was deception
Messing with their perception
Cant find the conclusion

Even when it seems they'll leave me
Wouldn't blame them if they did
could have sworn from me they'd hid
They just laugh and say im silly
That they're with me

And always will be
When it feels like the world
Has turned its back on me
But the thing I cannot see
Is everyone holding on to me

And even when im disbelieving
wonder if they to are deceiving
They still stand and are not leaving
with this my anxiety,
Relieving

And even when I don't deserve
All I have
All they are
They will stand by my side

They are there to guide
They stand with me when im wrong
They make me seem so strong
But it's just a calm façade
To me there more than any god

I believe in them like no other
There are no god's id rather
Give my heart and soul
Given willingly as a whole


For what ever reason they stay with me
I'll never turn my back on them
Because they never turned there back on me
I realize now im not condemned