R.I.P.= Art, Lil Man, Chille, Trappa Jr., Da Ese's, Da Ara's, DJ Money Loc's, Money, Yung Grinder, Popz, Trappaz Heart, So many more..... I love you all... save a place for me up ther
(instrumental, copy and paste in new window)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtleeM6Epzs
(Intro)
ey... this is trappa... no wait.. I'm Armen. Armen is speaking now ******** trappa until this is over. This is coming straight from my heart. What i go through every single day and night. Is only to survive and protect my family. But instead my loved ones die in my hands. Is this punishment god? i don't no. But what i do know.... I wish it was me instead.
(verse)(0:32)
Ive been grindin ever since i 1st cried
Tired of all these ******** gunfights
i dont want the police tellin ma family that i died
i just cant runaway from my 2nd life
posted up, waitin for da end of each night
my heart skipps a beat everytime i hear ma mom cry
im on strike 3 but i dont care take me already
im nervous when im aiming but i still keep the gat steady
so take me, take me, god just take me, just end me
put knives around me and keep it on blending (3 sec pause)
......WAIT, i have a family to look after, god i aint ready
kiss my lil sisters everynight and give them their teddy
been shot 7 times already, safer for my family if i died
god could be watching over me... Maby
moma tellin me to go look for a perfect ladie
i say "i dont need to look for bullshit"
but if i take a bullet for my family from an pistol Clip
dont give me no ******** Medic Kit
rather pass me da cancer stick
and keep da stoge lit
rather die as thug then sum crying a** bich
there are alot of things i wish i could of fixed
my lil cousin Art im sorry what i put you thru
i didnt no those bullets wer gunna hurt you
ever since then ive been on high alert
now those mutha ******** are 6 feet under the dirt
oh my god i didnt no losing so many loved ones would hurt
before i pull this trigger 2 my dome i wanna say sumtihn 1st
i have many things i gotta let out
am i gunna live peacefully? i doubt
i wanna scream to the heavens, yell, and shout
WHY DA ******** IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!
instead of god helping my eyes starts to bleed.....
View User's Journal
Behind The .45
Raps, Freestyle, and Poems
[img:39780c979d]http://i190.photobucket.com/albums/z274/hitman818/GetAttachment.jpg[/img:39780c979d]
[img:39780c979d]http://i92.photobucket.com/albums/l26/Lilchris3/DSSAkaDirtySouthSoldiers-1.gif[/img:39780c979d]
GOT DA SOUTH BACK 4 LYFE
[img:39780c979d]http://i92.photobucket.com/albums/l26/Lilchris3/DSSAkaDirtySouthSoldiers-1.gif[/img:39780c979d]
GOT DA SOUTH BACK 4 LYFE
User Comments: [3]
User Comments: [3]