Okay so well last night I was up until about 1:30ish in the morning talking to my baby, J.J <3 hehehe. Its my favorite thing to do, as you may have guessed from my last post ^^
But when we had to hang up(His phone was dying) and I went to sleep, I had this amazing dream. I had it a million times before but it was more alluring then ever before.
Heres how it went.::.
It was one day and randomly I had gone for a walk around my neighbor hood waiting for the time to pass by. I decided to walk up to the store to buy a monster, but it wasn't the normal store. It was different.
I couldn't figure out why but it was.
But as I was walking I happened to see a guy who looked a lot like J.J. At first I thought that I was imagining things but then it really was him and of course, as I promised, I ran aover and glomped him.
And of course he knew who it was the instant it happened cause he turned over on his back and hugged me tightly and was like "Gah Amber. You have no clue how long I waited for that." And I said, "You have no clue how long I've wanted to do that."
And then after that we both went into the store with his friend Alex and David and then we went back to his house started cooking. I don't remember what it was but it involved flower because afterward we all got into a flour fight.
And then it time skipped but as it did it showed random parts of our lives together as it showed us getting a place together and all and then after about half a year after that he asked me to marry him and I said yes of course and cried cause it was one of the happiest moments in my life.
Then I watched as we got married and everyone was there.
His family and my family and of course both of our moms were crying and smiling and my dad walked me down the isle.
And when I looked at J.J He just looked so....handsome. And I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
And he smiled at me as I walked with my dad down the isle and after me and my dad let go of each other, I watched as me and J.J got married and said our vows and kissed each other.
Then it showed a little bit of the wedding reception and the honey moon and skipped to the part where I told him I was pregnant with his baby girl and we both cried cause we were so happy.
And then it skipped by the whole 9 months and having the baby to the part where she was being held in J.J's arms. As I fake slept watching him stare down at his little girls face with a big smile on his face as he gently rocked her and occasionally brought her up to where he could kiss her forehead.
Then it skipped forward a few years and we had a little boy and girl and they were off to school and me and J.J were of course smiling big smiles at that, me in tears about them going to school for the first time.
And it went through our childrens lives as they grew up to be very successful and had children of their own.
And then it showed us as we were an old couple who were still more in love then we'd been when we first met, (Don't know how thats possible)
And then I woke up.
I couldn't figure out why but it was.
But as I was walking I happened to see a guy who looked a lot like J.J. At first I thought that I was imagining things but then it really was him and of course, as I promised, I ran aover and glomped him.
And of course he knew who it was the instant it happened cause he turned over on his back and hugged me tightly and was like "Gah Amber. You have no clue how long I waited for that." And I said, "You have no clue how long I've wanted to do that."
And then after that we both went into the store with his friend Alex and David and then we went back to his house started cooking. I don't remember what it was but it involved flower because afterward we all got into a flour fight.
And then it time skipped but as it did it showed random parts of our lives together as it showed us getting a place together and all and then after about half a year after that he asked me to marry him and I said yes of course and cried cause it was one of the happiest moments in my life.
Then I watched as we got married and everyone was there.
His family and my family and of course both of our moms were crying and smiling and my dad walked me down the isle.
And when I looked at J.J He just looked so....handsome. And I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
And he smiled at me as I walked with my dad down the isle and after me and my dad let go of each other, I watched as me and J.J got married and said our vows and kissed each other.
Then it showed a little bit of the wedding reception and the honey moon and skipped to the part where I told him I was pregnant with his baby girl and we both cried cause we were so happy.
And then it skipped by the whole 9 months and having the baby to the part where she was being held in J.J's arms. As I fake slept watching him stare down at his little girls face with a big smile on his face as he gently rocked her and occasionally brought her up to where he could kiss her forehead.
Then it skipped forward a few years and we had a little boy and girl and they were off to school and me and J.J were of course smiling big smiles at that, me in tears about them going to school for the first time.
And it went through our childrens lives as they grew up to be very successful and had children of their own.
And then it showed us as we were an old couple who were still more in love then we'd been when we first met, (Don't know how thats possible)
And then I woke up.
It was just a beautiful thing you would really have to see for yourself. It was like me seeing the future. And now I just can't wait for that. I can't wait to be with him forever and ever and having his babies and growing old with him just like my dream.
And its all I've been thinking about all day long. About that dream. A few times I felt like crying from it being so happy and beautiful.
*Sigh*
I can't wait to hear from him again.
I love you J.J. More then anyone can ever possibly understand.
And I mean that. From the bottom of my heart.
I will wait forever for you, and thats no lie.
I have never been more in love with anyone ever before.
I have never even came close to loving anyone as much as I love you.
And you'd better believe that. ^^
I love you J.J, and I can't wait till I get home and can call you and hear your voice again. ^__^
