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ok im just writing an basic beggining paragraph cause im bored and thinking about maybe writing a book or w/e. it's about a few peoples point of veiw and all so plc comment on what you think

it all started around middle school when i first did it, at first i kept telling ppl i was something different and they sent me to counseling and i would give hints and tips to see if they thought i was but they just thought i was crazy. i got tons of energy and strength at night and in the middle of 7th grade i got this uncontrolable hunger. i thought it was normal at first i was just growing. but it turned out it was more than normal. so one night as i was staring at myself in the mirror. i shifted. in th wierdest way possible my nails started growing and getting harder and darker till they were black. hair sprouted everywhere. i heard cracking and felt an unimaginable pain as i felt my bones shift and as i stood there watching myself in the mirror i saw my face elongate and my canines grow long and sharp. then my brain started thinking defferently i kept thinking of my thirst and hunger.

i heard the sound of cement cracking as i gripped the counter from the pain as my arms got longer to the length of my legs. suddenly i lost my balence and landed on all fours. i needed to satisfy my thirst and hunger so i crashed through the door. i bounded out to the street infront of a car and as it crashed into me i didnt feel any pain, so i lept onto the hood and slambed my clawed fist through the windsheild and grabbed the neck of the driver. i bit into his neck and felt the sweet taste of blood and flesh as it ran past my toungue and down my throat. then i heard the scream.

i was walking down the road to meet my cerfew inorder for my dad to not get mad. he was always over protective and wondered where i was if i was late. as i turned around the corner and up my driveway i heard a crash of a car. i spun around and saw a huge hairy shape intop of a car with blood dripping down it's mouth. i screamed and as the beast looked at me it threw it's snack away and in the blink of an eye was staring me eye to eye. it's horrid breath almost made me gag. as i stared into it's eyes i could see a hint of fear and hate, i couldnt tell maybe both. then the world faded around me as i felt a sharp pain in my stomach. i looked down and saw it's arm at my stomach but with no hand. then i realized it's claws were ripping my stomach out. then i saw the world go black as death took me.

i woke up the next morning to the familiar buzzing of my alarm clock and quickly got dressed and ready for school. i remembered something, sort like a dream. so i walked out of the door and met up with my friend to go to school. he asked what was on my face. i put my hand up to see what it was and i saw my fingertip covered in red liquid. we passed what was aperently a car wreck about half of the way to school. we saw a hole in the windshield and two bodies with their neck or stomach gone and thats when i realized that my dream or memory wasnt a dream at all. since me and my friend were like brothers i decided to tell him about my dream and when i got to the car wreck part and eating two ppl he froze.

as i was waiting for my friend in the driveway of my house my mom yelled at me that i had forgotten my coat. i went in to get it and when i got back out austin was already in the driveway waiting. i noticed his face was covered in red stuff so i asked what it was. aperently he hadnt noticed it so he got some on his hand to see what it was. he looked slightly confused as if he were putting a puzzle together. as we walked down the sidewalk to school we passed a car crash with two dead bodies on the ground. thats when austin told me about his dream that would change out lives forever.

we didnt talk much after that during school. i guess he was a little freaked out that his best friend was a bloodthirsty creature. after the bell rang me and tyler met infront of the school. we talked about how happy we were that it was friday and how we should spend the weekend. i decided i should tell my gf about what had happened and then decided against it. that night tyler rang the door bell and walked in with a sleeping bag and tossed his stuff into my room b4 going downstairs to plug in the video games we played every weekend. after about 5 hours later, we took a break. he suggested that i should try to shift again. so i went up stairs and stared into my eyes. i saw the familiar face full of pain and anger from my many years of abue from my drunk mom. eventually tyler got a little scared and he pointed to my back. i had felt a slight p***k as the shifting began to crawl up my bones and as hair sprouted from my skin. the hunger hit my like a train and i yelled at tyler to run and get far away but he never did.

as i stared at austin as his hair grew faster and longer, and as his spine started getting bigger, i heard him yell at me to get out and run but i stayed, and im glad i did because me and austin share a mental bond between eachother. after the shift was done he looked at me with hunger filled eyes and i heard him growl. i was terrified and almost passed out but for some reason i was also calm. i thought that now would be a good time to try our mental bond. i called out to him to not attack that i ment no harm. he never attacked me even though i thought he would. i heard him inside my head in a soft whisper yet it sounded like he was yelling. get out get away i dontknow how long i can hold him. thats when i knew the bond was forever and that everything would never be the same again.

i woke up with the usual headach and sweat drenched body of a 13 year old who woke up from a night mare. me and tyler went to the mall after getting dressed. we hung out at the mall for a few hours and then went home on the way we decided we should tell our gf's after all. i stopped by cayla's and knocked on her door. her dad answered and gave me the usual glare that fathers give to the bf of their daughter.i said hello sir i was wondering if cayla and i could go out for a while. he torned around and called cayla down stairs and then we set off, me cayla tyler and the beast within. now cayla was the sort of girl who was slightly gothic and very perverted. so when tyler got his gf we said we were going to the woods to go to the tree house we hung out in all the time. it was old and abandoned but pretty big for how it looked. we had brought in a carpet and renewed the nails and some of the boards and it was almost brandnew. so when we were sitting there, talking about the weekend and maybe seeing another movie with them, i glanced at tyler and he gave me a nod.

austin took a big sigh and told the girls to listen carefully. he told them everything from the beginning to deciding to tell them. they listened and stared at him. probably trying to decide it was a trick or not but when they couldnt see any signs of a joke they were quiet and thought about it.

me and emily asked if we could talk to eachother outside in private so we left. we talked about it and decided that my bf should show us if he could. so we went back up.

when cayla and emily came up they asked if i could show them. i said i hadnt tried to "summon" it before in sunlight. so i decided i should give it a shot. i reached into the base of my spine right at the tail bone. i felt the familiar shot of an ice cold chill run up my spine like a bullet as it spread and swept over me. first came the fur, sprouting almost faster than the eye could see. one second it's there the next im a hairball. then came the bones. i roared in pain as they shattered and re adjusted in a different position. then the strength and adrenaline shot through me and the next thing i know im flying through the door and falling the whole two stories down to the sloped hill we were on. my claws extending while in midair and my shoes fell off. next the tail and skull of my body grew and i tried to scream but all that happened was the sound of an animal that i didnt know was me. i landed with a thud and not so much as a scratch and memory of the pain i went through. after a second to catch it's breath everyone had gotten to the ground.

oh my god. thats all i could think as my bf's best friend grew fur, screamed.then he flew out the door and then a thud. we all climbed down the ladder as fast as we could. the thing that used to be austin was panting but then aperently sensedthat we were there watching.

my bf, or whatever it was, stared at us. there was a creepy silence exxept for the very slight growling that seemed to come from everywhere. then tyler said that we had to step back 4 steps so it knew we wernt enemies.

her scent. her blood pumped through her veins and i knew i had to hav her. well, HE had to have her. it was like i was standing off to the side as they stared at eachother. it told me that they were food. prey. i said that they were friends and wernt going to hurt it. it said that if that were true than they needed to step 4 steps away so i told that same thing to tyler.

after that we all just kinda watched as it turned back to austin. aperently on the way down his clothes ripped and now he was naked. cayla and austin had done it before so she was used to it. and tyler and him were like brothers so they really didnt care. but i had never known what he looked like naked. he had a nice six pack and was fairly muscular but basicly an average guy. tyler was still my bf and that wouldnt change any time soon.

cayla walked over to me and gave me a hug. i still dont know why she loves me, even to this day! tyler took off his backpack and took out some of my spare clothes. i put them on not really caring that every one was watching me. i was nice 2 get some attention. at school i was basicly a reject so it felt nice. so we left the woods and had cayla and emily check in and say that we were going to a movie. we usually took a bus but i wanted to try out this thing. i told them to grab on and dnt let go. my legs tensed and before i could say ok we were at the movie theater. i couldnt believe it! we walked into the movies and an hour later walked out. i decided we had a small amount of time to kill so they grabbed my arms again and we were at my house in the garage. me and tyler and my dad always played paintball. it was out fav sport. the girls played every now and then but mostly watched. so we geared up. i knew there was a desert somewhere 50 miles south so i decided ok lets try. they held on and in around 10-30 seconds we were there. there was some hills and flat spots so i said: run! quick!they scattered and had already realized that i wanted to test this out. they shot at me but none came close. it was amazing like they were in slow mo. the second i saw a ball just leaving the tube i tensed and was up ontop of a hill. the next i was behind cayla. i whispered in her ear :hi guess what?i love you. then when she turned to shoot i was by tyler with my arm around him. oh the look on his face was unbelivable as the ball he shot hit cayla and as he looked to his right and saw me next to him! he spun and shot at a boulder and bush because now i was by emily. something stopped me from sprinting to another hill. the hunger and blood i smelled. that cost me alot. next thing i knew i had made a cut in her neck with my claw that seemed to apear out of nowhere and i was slurping up the sweet crimson liquid. then as i got nailed with a paintball in the leg, tyler yelled.

i was by the black haired kid with my claws at his throat. he yelled intil i sliced a small yet not vital blood vein and he passed out instantly. the other one, the one like me, was feeding on a girl when i grabbed the other girls paintball gun and aimed for the leg to get his attention. he glanced up then back at the girls vein. he looked horified.

what the ********? i was about to turn and shoot when my gun vanished. i looked to see austin's horrified face as he dropped emily and a strange man apeared by her side. he was a tall man. fairly large and looked very...hairy...

i had fed on my best friends gf...the man that shot me was over her and checking where i had sliced her. he said it will be ok as long as she dosnt scratch it. tyler looked relieved.

aperently the man was a lycanthrope like me. there was a clan like them and i was a speck as they called our types. specks were able to control the shifting and most of the beast but in human form it would be tricky. matures where fully formed werewolves that could control it no matter what. the clans are wierd like that. after taking the girls home the man told me his name. shade. tyler didnt talk to me for a few days and emily was always a little scareed of me after that. tyler started talking to me again but he said only if i learn from the clan. so i told cayla and she gave me a good bye present(if ya know what i mean) and so shade and me set off to where e said the clan was. agter many years, and i mean MANY years, i returned to cayla. i was originally 14 when i left and when i got back i was 22 and she was 21 so i decided that it was about time we settled down for a while. i was going to live till somewhere around 700. i had learned that the oldest lycan is 780 so i had to think for a while. would cayla want yo live 4ever? the next day i asked her and she aksed why. i said that i had learned to bite and transfer my lycan dna. she thought it over for a while then said yes. so after a few more years of dating i finnally got the courage to marry her. i got a ring and decidded 2 ask that night