It's gone. My optimism. My happy demeanor. My cheerful outlook. It's all gone right now. I'm so ******** sick of this. Corrina got a job, and she didn't even have to try. Koneko got a job after one call back and only four days of looking.
I've been trying to get a job for four months. FOUR MONTHS. I've called places back, I've gone in in person, EVERYTHING. I've even dressed as nice as I can. Slacks, dress shirts, everything.
And I'm still the one ******** jobless. Me, who's been trying SO HARD, busting my a** for months, still can't get a job as compared to my friends who seem to be getting jobs left and right.
So now I'm gonna ask YOU, gaia: Am I so difficult to hire? Am I doing something wrong? Do I look bad, smell bad? Is it just because I'm fat or white? WHAT IS SO ******** WRONG WITH ME THAT I CAN'T GET A GOD DAMNED MOTHER ******** JOB!?!?
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I have a stellar work record. I was going to get hired at Starbucks, but the higher ups turned me and two other people down right under the mangers nose (and Anthony was PISSED. He needs us, he's really, really understaffed).
Target won't hire me. Best Buy won't hire me. Nowhere.
I understand.