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Well, I cut myself off from him completely. Okay, that's a lie, I still have the pictures >.> But I'm not going to try to talk to him anymore or try to see him in the halls... I gave him a note saying basically that I'm sorry for bothering him all the time and that I wont bother him ever again....and that I wont talk to him to make sure I mean it this time. -____- My heart hurts... </3

I really do bother him so much...I did everything in my power to make him look at me. His hellos are even dropped again. I don't even get a nod anymore. crying I figure, I'm just bothering him...and there's no hope for an us....so I'm going to cut myself off before I get even more attached. Everyone seems to be noticing, however, that my mood has slipped. At least I managed to convince my mom I was just tired and upset about the way my grades were turning out.

I don't want to be without him. I want to be able to see him and talk with him...but I have a boyfriend...even if I could've sworn that boy was avoiding me in the "I'm dumping you" kind of way.

Dylan doesn't want me anyway...