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Sometimes I just feel so sick
So tired of everything
Even tired of living
Sometimes I just feel so fed up
With having to go places

Just so tired
I can’t sleep
If you have a lock
Someone needs to find the key
You need someone there for you

Someone to unlock your heart
I guess I’ve never had anyone
Maybe it’s surprising to hear
You say I’m so pretty
They say I’m so cute

But I've never been asked out
I guess I’m the one they call
The kissing virgin of them all
That’s why I'm just cute
I don’t understand why not me

Everyone else has had their 'first time'
And I’m the only one left
Is that better or worse?
It feels worse from where I’m standing
Everyday I feel worse about myself

I feel less than worthy
Feel more than incomplete
There’s a lock and key hanging around my neck
All I need is for someone to come around
And unlock my soul, make me whole

I'm so sick of everything
So tired of living
Somebody please come save me,
Can't you see that I'm hurting?