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"Are you hiding behind that smile?"
"When was the last time you were real? ******** been a while."
"Give me one reason I should believe your real nowadays,"
"Show me your eyes, and don't run away."

"Your dead inside from what I see,"
"Your not real anymore...I guess it wasn't meant to be."
Its funny when sometimes you just wanna say goodbye just to end it all,
No more problems, no one to trip you and laugh at you when you fall.

No more pain, no more sorrow...no more joy,
One pull of the trigger, from this cold little toy.
The trials are very challenging I gotta admit,
Some leave you in a different reality, most just leave you feeling like s**t!

I'm going thru a trial right now and its kinda hard,
I have to make a choice, Which way will send me soaring to the stars?
Pain is all I feel right now,
What is the right solution...Where...Please tell me where it can be found.