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I deserve to lose it all, cause of all the pain that i've caused.
Failure to save the people I love is yet another painful flaw.
Lying to everyone is a pain I could never bear,
Especially when I look em in the eye, its amazing that I can pull off a stare.

Deep depression causing madness to spread,
Among all my friends and family, I've failed to let it mend.
I've locked away everything on the inside,
I even broke down from the pain cause theres nowhere left to hide.

I don't want anybody to pity me, or give me sympathy,
Cause its all my fault anyway...why should I be happy.
The Voice: "Push it away some more Richard, You don't need them to know"
Richard: "But look at me, look at the pain in my heart...it continues to grow"

The Voice: "That doesn't matter, you need to keep the pain hidden,"
"Your not the evil guy everyone pins you out to be, You don't like to sin."
Richard: "Than how come I can't forgive myself for all the things I've done?"
"How come no matter what I do, no matter what I say, the pain remains a burdon?"

The Voice: "You have someone who will always be there, no matter what you do,"
Richard: "Oh ya...than who?
The Voice: "You know the answer, why do you even ask?"
"He'll save you from yourself, if you just take off that mask"

Why is it I have to have the same argument with myself every single day,
The pain just stays there, not an ounce of it has gone away.
Argument here, argument there,
Pain inside of me, Pain everywhere.

Evil: "No ones gonna forgive you so why do you even try,"
"All of them hide it on the inside, truth is they just want you to die."
Richard: "Why do I even try than, whats the point,"
"I'm not as good a person as I thought I was, What am I going to amount to?"

What do you have to lose from losing me,
All I do is cause pain and drama, from what I see.
Maybe I can be a magician and perform a disappearing act, just once....
Would me miss me if I was gone...Would you miss a heart thats gone so black......