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SCARS


some body please tell me what am i suppost to do?
your gone and im here thinking that i hear you
but its somebody else its always somebody else
why did you tell me? sometimes its better not to know at all
my body is filling with bitterness i wanted love
i wanted you but now im falling
three sleepless nights this isnt how its suppost to be
taking your time to call me
and i want to wait for you forever
and i thought that i could be with you
but you left it doesnt feel right holding someone elses hand
why cant you see its not easy for me?
i never thought you would say those words to me
is this really happening?
and now i know this is the pain of love
and theirs no easy way out
i should of learned early on never let your loved ones know who u rly are
ppl want the truth but never want the scars
and you say itll be ok over and over and over again
are you even listening?
my scenery is all black now and sometimes it gets so hard to breath
eventually ill become numb and not care
but for now all i have is this paper this pen
and these feelings i cant shake