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blah blah blah, that's all I hear when people talk...

my head is losing contact with the world...

I'm in a place that I just don't want to be...

I don't know how to function...

I'm doing what I can so that maybe I won't have to work so hard later on...

I'm going to school so that I can maybe have a good life with her later on...

I'm hating life now, so that maybe we can enjoy it together in the future...

I just hope that the future holds an equal amount of happiness as the present holds pain and remorse...

Every song I hear now sounds more like a dirge...

meh EMO...

*cutcutcut*

and well... *cutcutcut some more*

********** D:


meh

maybe I'll feel better next week :/

oh yeah I'm coming to El Centro next week on thursday and friday.

maybe I might stay with Mell so yeah. I hope so, cause I want a chance to grovel and apologize for texting her with my dribble that reflects how low I've reduced my IQ in an effort to deal with this balls...

Testicles...


I AM TESSTEEKLESS GOD OF TESTOSTERONE!!! MEN WILL BOW TO ME BECAUSE MY p***s IS BIGGER AND WOMEN WILL BEG TO ME BECAUSE MY BEARD CAN KILL A GRIZZLY BEAR!!!