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	Chronicles of a Mad Gentleman Just some random thoughts from my mind, along with the occasional story I may write and post to here...Hope you enjoy, I guess...

	I don't know what to do anymore...
	I don't know what to do anymore...


I don't know what to do anymore... Well, Christina's in rehab, and there's really nothing more I can do about it...I wish I could've helped her, I wish I could've done something...god I wish I could've...I would've given my own life for it if I had to...but there's nothing I can do now...She's gone...She won't be back for some time now, and now I'm completely lost... I don't know what to do now without her around...I'm scared, alone, and angry... I need her... She is my sanity, my heart, my entire world... I'm just a darkened mess without her... I don't even know what my birthday is gonna be like now...So far it sucks completely...I got nothing I wanted, I don't get a Christmas so this was my only chance, and I pretty much blew it...I don't even get to spend Christmas break with Christina now, so what am I going to do now...? I guess I'll just sit here and rot, seems like that's all I'm good for nowadays... -sigh- I knew my holiday season was gonna suck, but I never expected it to be this terrible... I hate this...I ****** hate this... I am nothing without her.... II Xero II** · Tue Dec 15, 2009 @ 11:45pm · 1 Comments


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