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...but i don't know if i'll ever really be able to get the depression to fully leave. i mean yea, i'm happy, the one i love finally said he's willing to be my friend, but is it wrong that i still want more? i mean the friend thing is enough for now but i eventually want to be more than that, i can't help it, i've fallen for him. i need some anti-depressants, but will i ever get them now that problem is gone and my mom thinks because of that everything is peachy-keen? doubt i will until i'min college and have control of my own health care. being a teen is so annoying, you understand everything but you can't do anything about it.*sighs*