Oh, how does this heart o’ mine loathes for such sacrifices in a bitter heart-break that was once whole
It seems my life has become one shade of darkness, no light will cast in my eyes, for no tunnel to break through
Why, oh, why, my heart is in portions. I need someone to tame my depression with a light from the heavens
My heart is in portions, portions of my feelings…but my heart replied I’m very depressed 100%
Shaking, yes I’m very shaking like a leaf, being shivered in the winter winds, and I fall into despair
Such despair I am, my body feeling cold like I was a mere corpse walking like a ghost
Therefore a river of tears has formed in my complexion, showing just how very desperate I am, but will anyone understand me??
I don’t think anyone cares if I am in despair or I might be in a cold corner full of sadness and shunned with hatred
What has this world came into anyway? It’s been a world full of war, hatred, fighting, cussing. There is no such thing as peace
But what is peace to them? Do they think that this peace will ever exist in this abomination? And what kind of experiment will ever find the rightful peace?
Yes, I am the experiment. I may believe that there is some kind of peace in this world. I will find it
But who am I kidding, I’m just a mere shell of no existence. No one wants to be with me. It hurts
This pain in my heart, it is growing worse by the second. My existence is shunned by such hatred and depression.
Why am I in this world anyway, and what am I doing to deserve this kind of life where is full of pain and agony.
Why me, why my heart, why my soul, why my life. Oh what a stupid life I have that deserve this kind of pain in my heart that is in a million piece from a certain someone
I need that certain someone, that certain someone who can heal me, laugh with me, hug me, kiss me, and protect me from this so called hatred.
Let that person come to me with a stray of illumination through a tunnel of never-ending depression
Let him be with me…forever
-cries-
Help me!
It seems my life has become one shade of darkness, no light will cast in my eyes, for no tunnel to break through
Why, oh, why, my heart is in portions. I need someone to tame my depression with a light from the heavens
My heart is in portions, portions of my feelings…but my heart replied I’m very depressed 100%
Shaking, yes I’m very shaking like a leaf, being shivered in the winter winds, and I fall into despair
Such despair I am, my body feeling cold like I was a mere corpse walking like a ghost
Therefore a river of tears has formed in my complexion, showing just how very desperate I am, but will anyone understand me??
I don’t think anyone cares if I am in despair or I might be in a cold corner full of sadness and shunned with hatred
What has this world came into anyway? It’s been a world full of war, hatred, fighting, cussing. There is no such thing as peace
But what is peace to them? Do they think that this peace will ever exist in this abomination? And what kind of experiment will ever find the rightful peace?
Yes, I am the experiment. I may believe that there is some kind of peace in this world. I will find it
But who am I kidding, I’m just a mere shell of no existence. No one wants to be with me. It hurts
This pain in my heart, it is growing worse by the second. My existence is shunned by such hatred and depression.
Why am I in this world anyway, and what am I doing to deserve this kind of life where is full of pain and agony.
Why me, why my heart, why my soul, why my life. Oh what a stupid life I have that deserve this kind of pain in my heart that is in a million piece from a certain someone
I need that certain someone, that certain someone who can heal me, laugh with me, hug me, kiss me, and protect me from this so called hatred.
Let that person come to me with a stray of illumination through a tunnel of never-ending depression
Let him be with me…forever
-cries-
Help me!
