So earlier I learned that crazy calling wasn't Christina at all..-sigh- A little disappointing, but I learned something more along the way... Her mother updated me on her progress, and Christina seems like she's finally doing okay...A little rough day today, and I feel terrible for sending that letter now...but hopefully that turns out ok...I really hope this one isn't seen that way to her...
She's finally seeming to be doing alright...She can look at herself in the mirror and not be disgusted or think she's fat, she acknowledges that she's thin and needs to gain weight, and best of all she hasn't thought of calories at all apparently... Maybe it's the new meds, but maybe that's a good thing then..it means they're working...but I still hope these don't turn out like the last meds did...That's a nightmare I never want to revisit..then again so is this one... Her mother also told me that on Christmas night she didn't react at all over the cookies and everyone else was freaking out, and she just thought she didn't belong there and it was way too weird for her, which is good progress...I really hope this is it...I really do... Please God...Please let this be it...Please bring her home soon... Thank you for being with her and helping her to feel this way.. Thank you....
I'm starting to feel a little better.. I'm going to eat, but it's not going to be indulgence, it's going to be out of thankfulness... Thank you, for everything...
I love you Christina...Keep up the good work, I'm praying for you every day...Hopefully this is finally it... <3Forever and Ever<3
II Xero II · Tue Dec 29, 2009 @ 05:36am · 0 Comments |