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Hey there, I'm back in SF. I have been for quite some time. Volleyball starts this coming Monday and I heard we're to be doing conditioning D:> Ew! I hope we don't run. I've been having a hard time sleeping lately. I don't know what will happen tonight.

There are a couple new things. I'm quitting farmville tomorrow. YAY! I finally got the damn Tea house thing -.-" And I'm getting a Villa since I saved up so much money. Bleck. I'm glad to be getting rid of that game. >[ I started some freebie art yesterday. I have it almost half finished. I want to finish it by tomorrow but I don't know. I'm going to push myself since it really isn't all that hard. The problem that holds me back is that I haven't done it in so long and I'm a bit of a perfectionist. I want everything so much better than I know how to do D:> Bleck. But I suppose we all start somewhere.

It's nice being in the apartment all alone. I mean Jayme is here with me but she's not. I sit at the computer almost all day, sometimes only eating once because I lose track of time and never do anything to work up an appetite. I was kidding myself when I said I would train before we trained together in vb... damn. I did one day of training then since it rained I gave up. I figured it would rain on me sometime this week and was like "Hell with it all." Lawlz. I've been pretty stuck on the Rp's I have going. I like the people in them. I added quite a few of them to my friendslist. I am talking to some. I meant to add Pron a while back but never did owo I'm glad I did. She's a sweetie. I think Natalia has an amazing fashion sense and she's fun to talk to. Then again, all of them are :3 My real friends haven't been online much, oh well. I notice how we don't actually talk much. Reminder to self, I need to call Andrea. I think I told her I would call this week... then I just forgot. o_o She'll prolly just laugh at me. I've just been so lost in paradise over here. owo I haven't even played video games yet, though I did get farther in my Zelda game. I'm SO close to getting all 20 power gems. I have about a 92% if I get that last gem. I would need to get the last ship pieces (only five missing from my collection and there are like 55 total) and I need to catch one more fish >B That damn fish that I cannot find anywhere! D< DAMMIT! I don't even want to try to find all the other gems. It's not worth it... I only want the power gems since I am already at 19. Then after I beat it I can start the next one: Spirit Tracks! <3 Love love!

I did well in school my last semester. I passed all my classes. I slid by in Anthropology even though I didn't do the last paper. Then again, I don't blame myself for not doing it. I still think about my grandpa and how much I miss him. I really wanted him to meet my future boyfriend. That was a dream that I held close to my heart. My parents need to stay alive till then. Them and my brother. I would be utterly lost if my brother died while I was still alive. Even worse if he committed suicide, not that I feel like he would do something like that or anything but, just saying. Things happen... I just hope not those things... yet.

My brother and I are such dorks that while I was back we restarted poke'mon together! <3 I love him so much. He actually told me he missed me the day after I left! My brother is the sweetest thing! <3 I miss hanging out with him.

Hmm, I joined three roleplays:

1. Hime- An all boys school where boys are chosen to act as Princesses for the rest of the school. This year however, a student felt so strongly that the Princesses were not doing their job right that he started his own Himes, called the Black Princesses -- aka Kuro Himes. I play as two characters: student council treasurer Shin and a Kuro-Hime named Yuusuke. Shin is an a*****e trying to get revenge and Yuu is a tender boy trying to win over a boy's heart. :3 Fun fun.

2. Princes- There is a kingdom with three Princesses. Their father marries them off to three different Princes of light. The dark Princes are angry and kidnap the Princesses after they spend a summer with their fiancees. The dark Princesses don't like the idea of their Princes' hearts being stolen. Thus the story begins six months after the kidnapping and the Princes have finally found the castle where their lovers were taken. I play the Prince of Light, named Raven, who has ice powers. He loves the Ice Princess of Light and calls her his Firefly <3

3. Mirror- The Silver Mirror's remake. Same storyline: Two twins are the children of ancient rulers that brought peace to Valtara. The guardians of the children must bring them back to Valtara to bring peace back to the lands and take down the Empress but first they must get past the Empress's soldiers. I play as the Keeper, one of the twins, the Giver's guardian Wolf, and the Empress's Tracking soldier. The Keeper is named Nina, the Wolf Ryan, and the Tracker is named Toomes. The soldiers are almost all insane and the wolf has quite a temper. Nina is ... well... I dunno how to explain it. I guess strange?