i hate myself. i cannot stand this fighting any longer. people please tell me why everything leads to death? why do i care......... i love you all? i want a if life where i dont exist. things would be better off. i hate pretending. sticks and stones will break my bones but your lies will forever scar me. why continue lieing to me people? it hurts me so much. i dont think i can bear this burden any longer before she has complete control. everyone show me no pity......remorse or emotion for that matter. that way i can die of grief. i had a dream where my mother tryed to kill me. and gary shot im in the chest with a gun. why do i love the ones that hurt me? and yet i cannot escape from this very dream........ this nightmare............... i feels as if i lost you all. but one things is facts ive given every piece of my heart and there is non left to take. if i dont not die soon i will live an empty life.................... get hurt every time i take a breath and yes love songs to kill me. there is nothing to hold on to any more. so everyone stop your lies. youll all say you love me then take it back. dont spend your time wasting it on me. dont try helping me......... im way to far gone. im sorry that i love you all. good night.
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