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Just wanted to say im sorry
for being a total d**k.
I never wanted to hurt you,
and frankly I feel sick.

I will remember us always,
from our very 1st kiss.
Even back to the phone on the fouton,
I have memories I will truely miss.

Everything reminds me of you.
I wish I could say I was lying.
Our song came on the radio,
And I bursted out crying.

I'm broken down in agony,
in misery and in grief.
This pain I brought upon myself,
When I shouldn't care in the least.

I hope you post this next to the other.
The other I wrote in the beggining.
The one that started it all,
The one I keep reading.

I guess its better to feel pain,
then nothing at all.
I don't know how you changed my life forever,
for the time we had was so small.

I want to beleive that I could of lived on.
But I knew our friendship would never last.
I want to be stronger than this,
but right now I'm as fragile as glass.

I want to keep writing
I don't want this to go away.
But you will be with me in my heart,
forever and always.

These feelings I have felt,
have never been more true.
I wrote this because I can't talk,
just know I still love you.
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Every song that made me flashback:

"Two is better than one" by boys like girls/Taylor Swift (our song)
"Vanilla twilight" by owl City
"I'm trying" By Martina McBride(the lyrics just fit the situation so perfectly)
"I'll just hold on" by Blake Shelton
"How to save a life" By The fray
"Forever and always"(Piano version) By Taylor swift
"Here come's goodbye" By rascal Flatts
"Lips of an Angel" By Hinder

^^^^This is what I ment in the 3rd stanza^^^^