Things are getting better here, somewhat. I'm still going to have to go to school for another year which sucks, and i still have to break up with Shawn. I don't want to do it today though, that would just be too mean. I wish things could have worked out between us, but as much as i love him i know he still loves Tiff more. I'll never be anything but a second rate replacement for her in his eyes and i don't think i can live with that. I almost love him enough to do it though, but i know if i do i wouldn't be fair to myself. Just once it would be nice to have a guy who really loved and appriciated me and treated me well. I'd love to find a gentleman like that but i'm not sure they exist. At least not outside of my dreams
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