i can't sleep and its 2:21am in Seattle.
Happy easter / moms bday today (: I feel like i'm starting to hate or dislike alot of people now in my school. Maybe cause most of them are Plastic, posers, and attention whore. Guys are hammerd at school (except for the 7th and 6th graders). Guys are always gonna be jerks. Inside all guys, are a little piece of Jerk. No matter how nice they say they are.
Weddings:
I think it's gross and stupid. I'm not that girly. I never once in my life thought about getting married, or even planned it. I'm not the type of girl who's all lovey dovey. I like to get all some lovey dovey, just not all romantically type. I don't think i wanna get married. But i do want 3 or 4 kids biggrin Aha. i love kids <3
Family:
I don't really like my family on my moms side. Well i do, cause i kinda have to.. but inside me there f-cking annoying. My mom says it's good to be close with them, i'm so close with them.. i just wanna kill them when i get mad.
(I get the most sh-t talks from family than in school, i'm amazed. They talk sh-t like i got nothing to say. I got negative stuff to throw back at them and they'll be hurt if i say it.. thats why i dont bother. So i'll just get hurt. They think i'm mean when really i havn't done sh-t but i try and be fun and nice. So now, i'm a big b-tch now. Starting....NOW!)
Nko- nothing to say. you just annoying sometimes acting immature (in a good way. and if you think making fun or me doing _____ is gonna stop me. it really won't . your just making it easier for me to ____ it)
Crs- He always has something to say about something. He acts like he's the sh-t sometimes. RUDE
NDE- Your just immature. And annoying . You might be my new Hannah montana
Nln- Your just like ur sister
Ely- i just didn't like you, cause you always acted like those girls in the movies. You try to be me. Just be yourself, and i'll act like your my friend. (: and i'm being nice. And once i'm nice, you try to act cool. Jus be yourself if you want me to be cool with you.
Jzl- You always have that little baby voice, whenever a stranger or an adult ask you a question. YOU NOT 3 !! act your age dude. And you cry easy, and throw a fist .
BROTHER- you give me hell. thats all i can say. i dont feel like getting my anger out.
Me- if you really get to know me and act MATURE and NICE and NOT F-CKING ANNOYING,, maybe i'll be nice. I got b-tcher now., cause i'm letting myself be myself when i'm a b-tch . I'm actually nice and loyal to friends. to family i treat you like sh-t. And thats coming from the heart. i really dont give a sh-t about you guys. unless something big big happens.. i jsut wont care as much now that i think of it.
spring break:
Is over.
2 more months till school ): so sad. High school is scarry here.. where i live.
Should i go to formal? cause i really dont wanna go.
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