I'm not sure what phase of the moon it is but this usually occurs during full moons. I know that it is not a full moon, yet my sensations are going wild. Every once in a while, I get this overwhelming thrill. Everything I do, for just a couple of hours, becomes highly erotic. This may sound very strange to you. Let me see if I can explain it better.
I become very aware of each and every nook of my body. Right now the feeling of my eyes closing and flickering side to side sends chills. I just want to run my hands down my sides and slide my fingers though the long strands of hair that hang loosely at my side. Even the way I breathe. Everything just feels so blissfully crazy.
Perhaps it's the liquid sugar getting to me... XD Either way, this only happens every once and a while and needs to be announced for once.
I know that other times this occurs due to watching a movie. I just finished Witches of Eastwick, which scared the s**t outta me... o_O I digress, there is also a lot of stress and lack of sleep at play here. Both are factors that bring about this event as well... XD Anyhow... I don't really know what I'm saying anymore. XD Haha! This is why I would never need drugs C: My body has its own natural pattern of getting me s**t faced and high as a ******** kite. C: It comes with practice.
You know, your mind is so powerful.
:C I seriously have no idea why I wrote this anymore... but I know that I can't hide it anymore since I went to the trouble of writing it. I am honest and I don't really care if you don't understand or think I'm crazy from this entry... if you want to judge me from this, it's your loss XD [/ runs in little circles in her mind] Hot Damn
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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