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decent day. Mon amour isn't mad at me anymore, I hate my self for all the crap from last week. got pointed out by the speaker today in church (IMA MEMBER NOW X3) never met him before today.
I wore a really colorful outfit today hopeing to distract ppl from looking at my wrist brace, but no. They all had to ask (shrugs). It was funny how when they guessed what was wrong they said 'is it sprain?' or 'hurt', 'muscle pulled'? and they said it so calmly. "no, I have carpal tunnel syndrome." they looked shocked. I thought that the other things would be more painful...even tho CTS can turn for the worse... and ppl who get that are usually 30-60 yrs old.... CTS does hurt and can result in sugery.... I only got it because of all of my hobbies crying . okay maybe it's a bit worse than I thought, but I've hadder it longer than I've known and IT'S FREAK'IN HARD TO TYPE WITH THIS BRACE ON!!!! =~=