It’s funny how s**t happens sometimes
You try to make everything as perfect as it can be
And in the end when you look back at it
It couldn’t have turned out more wrong.
Think about it
The week you needed someone the most
No one seemed to be there or care
The week when you were contemplating death
No one would have thought twice about leaving you alone
And sometimes
Sometimes there are days when you just don’t care
When you feel like if you were gone
No one would notice
You start believing everything you told yourself
And in the end half of the s**t was true
And you can’t take it anymore.
You have a mental breakdown
Followed by an emotional breakdown
And no one has a clue this is happening
Because they’re not there
Because they don’t care
And once you’re gone
They question everything
What they could have done wrong
What they could have changed
And they don’t get the fact that
That the only thing you needed was them to be there
Be there just that one week
And if they would have been there
Then maybe
Maybe this wouldn’t have happened
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