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I was with my friends, and they were playing video games I guess. I was watching them. Then suddenly I had a cigarette in my hand and it was lit. So I tried smoking it.

And I was smoking for.. a few minutes, apparently I was almost done. Then I started coughing and my cousin took it from me and I threw it away.

I remember saying that I would NEVER do that again.

When I woke up I had trouble breathing.. it seemed so real. Plus my MOM was there so that was weird how she didn't stop me.

Anyways.. I looked up the meaning and..

"If you do not smoke in waking life and dream that you are smoking, then it indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions. You have trouble letting others in. The dream may also be a metaphor for an addictive relationship or habit in your waking life."

Eh. I think I get what it means but I'm not entirely sure.

~Vanessa