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I love you. In such a crazy amount that I don't understand how people can walk by us and not see, and believe it's just a kid relationship. So I hug you, hold your hand, kiss your neck, your lips,and stare into your eyes and know I don't care what they think as long as I have you.

I want to be the one who presses against your lips..
the one who you think of, every minute of every day..
Yet I am not, and it cuts me open everytime I think of you..
Bleeding love that never reaches you..
But this cut, I am addicted to and it has become so much a part of me I cannot dream of living without it.
Just as I cannot fathom the though of you not being in my life..

Dear Die-ary,
you've only apologized to me once, and you make me feel shitty nightly.
...what is up with that?
i bet if you saw the tears i shed because of you, you'd think twice about being so terrible to me sometimes.

I said I'm okay.
But I know how to lie.

I feel nervous and anxious every time I think of you
I can't sleep.
I can't stop the feeling that is almost driving me insane.
but.. I embrace the feeling because I love you.