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Well a lot of things happened 2day, first some chick stole about $10.00 out of my wallet and i was to stupied not to confront her that i know what she did, but i gess its my fault.
'N second, my friend E (puccakitty_cookielover) and i were on our way out of the school.And we were walking behind our friend Sam and his friend (which kinda looks like him) Ryan.Sam and Ryan were kind of walkin slow, so E said "Hey Sam, walk a little faster!" and she grabbed his backpack handle, tugging on it thinkig it was Sam, but of corse...it was Ryan.

Not so ever after I relize that this is totally wrong.... the person i thought i love is only using me....again. So many so called "Boyfriends" i've had have done this, but hey. They are only human. Anyways, the reason i noticed this so suddenly is that someone told me that how you know if the one your with is, the one, is that if you are yourself around them.And im not myself around Luis, or Hector. Im someone they want me to be, not who i am. Its not fair for them to only love me for who they want me to be, but it's not fair for me to "love" them back as the person they've made me.  _p0cky_m0nst3r_ · Sat Jul 10, 2010 @ 05:18am · 2 Comments

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