Thu,Jul15,2010 7:01pm
i feel alone,no hope or help what so ever. I watch as my friends leave me behind like trash. Only a small few do not abondon me or leave me behind. I hope I can hold on to them so i will not be the only one without loved ones. Also I dont even have that special someone. I'm not feeling down for myself. But I need a good boost to get me going again.All I see is.....
failure
hate
scared
no hope
divded
lonelyness
sad
sadness
abondom
left behind
depression
these thing are happening yet I dont know what to do.
I need a girlfriend in real life.I have been lonely for a while.Cant find anyone
only one thing to say
What will happened next and who really cares for a abondon person with almost no friends cause of leaving and how will they care for me if i am not equeal or fit in with them
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