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My niece is haveing her birth day today...I'm going there. It's going to be at skate vill. I never got to know her very well... We are not very close.. I want to get to know her better. We are about the same age. My step dad, Eddie, merried my mom about 7 years ago. It has been hard on me and my brother. Defently me sense I'm the youngest.

My dad thinks he is the bad guy... It's hard on me with them all ways sinking this crap into my head...I don't know who to trust or who to dislike...[for hate is a strong word] My mom teaches me to be loving yet strong. My dad teaches me to be mean hard and well dumb...my step dad teaches me to kind, loving and to never hate anyone no matter what they do. Hey he doesn't hate my dad even after he draged him off the pouch. But my dad has every thing to hate on..no matter what it is.

I don't feel like my parents and I are close enough... It's hard to be me...