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Idk, so many things are going on, does he love me? When he tells me he loves me...is he being honest or is he just buttering me up?. Everyday i wonder, n i get paranoid that tha next txt or call i get from him will be heartbreaking, n will make me drop to the ground in tears. Am i happy?

Then there's the sweet 1, he tlks to me everyday, he really likes me but idk about tha future with us bcuz his gurl is deeeppply in love with him n i don't wanna come btwn that. Love sometimes is not all its cracked up to be, so be careful, im teaching myself a lesson.Love will stab u in the back n betray u somtimes, but u have to learn to b strong n keep going, bcuz the time will come were sum1 will come in ur life who really cares about u...u just have to wait.

He says that he'll take a bullet 4 me n let sum1 take his life b4 mine but does he mean that or is that just somthing he says to all the girls he goes out with?
Its like a LOVE TRAP once ur in...theres no way out...