What's point of talking
if there's nothing left to say?
What's the point in leaving
if you'll come back anyway?
What's the point in wanting
when theres nothing left to give?
What's the point in crying
when you still have the will to live?
What's the point in reading
when the words were already written?
What's the point in forgetting
something that can't be forgiven?
When the point makes no sence at all
and there's no where left to go.
Mind games fill in the blanks
and false hope forever grows.
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...the final thought about my ex........its actually a story....
about 3 months ago....i made a promise....i said "no matter what happens,no matter if we arnt talking,and no matter if it takes a year to do,if u want this poem book,i will give it to you."......she said she would want it.......
....it was supposed to be a present for her graduation....but plans change.......
.....then it was supposed to be finished by the end of the summer.....
....but....
...summers almost over.....and i havnt tlked to her in over three months....
...i still write...maye a couple times about her....but i stilll write....this poem will be #152......
....my book is done at 200....
which leads to me thinking....alot about the day...i finish......what will happen.......i have no f'ing idea.....i dont care if she doesnt want my book anymore....probably doesnt....but like i said...i dont care....
theres a philsophy i have had with past gf's....and i've kept it....NEVER break a promise...no matter how painful it may end up being....
....it wont be planned out.... but im gonna talk/see her one more time........weither she knows it or not....once this book is done...and edited....she'll see me one more time....and whatever happens....happens for a reason.....
promises arn't made to be broken
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This is what i write....i let out my feeling and stuff here...but what i write isnt allways about real life.......i write usually in poum......Look if u Dare!!!!
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