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I miss my daddy now...
I can't see him during the week now, and I might be able to go over to his house on Fridays anymore D=

I need a shoulder to cry on later...
Who I need most is my daddy or Jessie...
But my dad was there for me on the days when I would hurt myself, and helped me learn how to ride my bike, cheered me up when I was down... cared for me when I was sick... He did everything a father could do for his daughter, and I love that one thing about him, but at times, I just wanna be able to see him more often again. like every day when I was little. The years when he lived close to my house. When I could see him when ever he was home... The days when I would wrestle with him, and he didn't hurt. The nights when I'd have a nightmare and he'd coddle me and comfort me when I was scared... The days where we'd watch wrestling together... The days when he would worry bout me walking down the street... All I can say is I need my dad more then before...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_stWWEv658

That song reminds me of him... it makes me happy, but sad... My dad is like super man to me, just in more pain, alive, and powerless...
It hurts me to know that my dad sounded like he was going to cry when he called earlier... I held in the tears, but I have a tough time even making this entry.
That's how much I need a shoulder to cry on.
I'm just gonna stop here because if I go on, I'll be crying a lot more then I want...
I don't like crying... I don't like being sad... I need happiness...