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I was alone after all
Not knowing where to cry
Thinking like i was strong
But i was weak all along

Needing someone that's not there
Calling names that doesn't exist
Its a sad world with a sad girl
Walking alone, all alone

Wanting to reach the stars
And walk far away where everything
Is unfamilliar and new
Trying to forget every pain and sorrow

This heart that aches
And these eyes that shed tears
Seems heavy and ready to fall apart
The only love the light i have

It was lost on a dim place
Not knowing how to even walk inside
And find the love which once made
Everything alive and lovely

This hidden weakness
Starts unfolding and giving up to everything
I felt much weaker everyday
Trying to suppress the tears
That were impending to flow

Trying to raise my hand
To be reach by that man
Who gave color to my world
Having nothing but the will to continue

This tired heart waiting for its pair
This special heart waiting for the
worthy pair
The love that i was waiting for so long

Eyes closed believing to what was wanted
Decieving yourself which leads to greater pain
Illusions of hapiness has ended
Knowing that its all a fantasy that someone
needs to wake up to...

It was a long journey
And im now falling deeply on this water
Watching everything that was left behind
The sun that was once a nice thing to see
Giving away a gentle smile that will

Remind me of those good memories...