its time again. time for a new jurnel. im not going to bother spell checking this one.
the thing im talking about today is two things, my recent problem and a felling i've always get.
first the problem that is, my curent situation. it normaly wouldnt be a problem but it seams i forsaw this event with out even knowing it. i had chatted with a good friend of mine and i metioned some and several weeks later it seams it has came true. i got the word a week ago from my mother and i've gotten worried. i really dont want to say what it is but its not a big deal by it's self. so just wanted to tweet my news. oh on that note, i've been contiplating joining twitter, sould i?
sense as long as i can remember, i've had this felling. i always it was my head but about five years ago, i had this same felling and my grand father died. it was just a coencidence, i thought. but i got it a few days latter and my dog starteed having seasures. he was put down latter in the week. i didnt shead a tear, im not why but i was doing a jigsaw puzzel and every one says i was just to distractd that i didnt show my full emotion. then there was a few years ago. my best friend and my close friend (well mostly his) had passed away. i still dont know what happened, eather no one wants to tell me, wich i understand, or no one knows. the strangest thing happened the last time i saw him. i saw him hte day he died. i was at my best friend's house and we were playing games again, then he had to leave. we all got up as we always did, and hugged, shaked, good bye. when i shooked his hand though. i saw him in a bed, his face drained of colour. i keept it to my self untill now. i had a felling a few days ago. i fear the worst has happened. i
well i cant handle it anymore, im going to try and get through school as fast as posible and go to sleep.
god save you my friend.
MrSwiss1 Community Member 
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