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I am about to ball my eyes out only wishing that I could kill my heart and not have to die because this boy is playing me like I am a YO-YO and I am getting tired of crying myself to sleep at night just because I can't have one person love me without playing games with my head. I am trying to find someone to be with not to love to be with as only a little more than friends seeing as I really can't handle Love but alas I am trying anyways to find someone that I can have a relationship with but not 100% love lol now I sound hypocritical.