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there isn't one fear of mine that can top all the others. so here it goes.

when someone yells in an angry tone of voice, my heart starts to weep in the corner. i lived for a few years of violence when the parents would fight. if my mom wasn't a fighter, and i could hit him, i would never have this problem.

a small one is being alone. or just knowing that you will be the only one left. but i get over that problem because i'm a fighter, not a wimp so yeah.

and death. i believe in reincarnation--which means in short, rebirth. you live your first life, and then when you die, your soul is passed on in another life, and you have no memory of your past life, what so ever. i'm afraid of the situations i might be brought in. or inbetween where i die, and birth again, where am i? where do i go from there? not knowing anything scares me.
i mean, in my imagination, i'm a rich woman with a great husband and family--and that's it! no death, just happiness and laughter.

but after all of this, i take a deep breath, and know that i'll be able to say, "see you later (: " because everyone that loves and cares about me will be there with me again in my next life. i know they're there for me. as long as i'm safe in their arms, i'll be okay. <3