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When He finally busted out his emergency pills because he was actually feeling that bad... I couldn't take it anymore. There's been too much today, so much... My heart's been giving me more and more trouble (screw you, medical. I'm sure it's my heart.), I'm more and more secluded, I'm so damn cold, and when he told me to be calm, because he was taking one of his pills... I broke. I just laid down in bed, shaking because I was so scared for him. And then all of a sudden, I just got... exhausted. So tired. I closed my eyes, and I had to have been asleep in three minutes' time. I woke up for dinner, ate, and then came here. I don't know if I want Gaia right now, though... I want sleep. I want bed. I want him.