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PT Interviews
At last, I am once again typing up my life story on the computer. Have you ever wondered what it would be like NOT to be able to share your depressions? I would be extremely sad if it wasn't for Gaia. Thank you, Gaia. I will leave you a part in my will...lol. Anyways, the reason I'm on here is that I couldn't go on yesterday...or the day before...or the day before...and so on. I have always been on Gaia ever since I got an account. I was never on long enough to write too much in these journals but, hey, what IS there to write about except your life and who would want to listen? I would. I would read my friends journals. Would I comment? No. Why? I am left speechless after every sentence. My "companions" are excellent writers. Why can't I be like them? I wish my brain power is far more superior than anyone else's. But, would I be able to handle that? Probably not. I am grateful for how intelligent I am...and even more grateful for how intelligent I will be! Yesterday was a bad day. I ,of all people, was happy until parent teacher interviews. My homeroom teacher last year was a witch and this year's teacher seemed to be the same. I thought I could handle it. All he said was bad things. I'm not used to being criticized! I am always the person the teacher will say good things about. Usually, the teacher would say, "It is a pleasure and delight to have Lucia in my class." or something like that... Yesterday, the teacher was all like, "I expected more from such a student" . I cried. I never cry unless there was a downfall in my studies. And the was. I'm not used to seeing myself cry. It only lasted a few seconds, I hope. Though, it seemed as though a million tears had flowed out of my eyes. Will the teacher hate me after seeing my cry? Probably not. I bet he already hated me from the beginning. Whatever. I'll try and ignore him. That probably won't be easy. He's my homeroom teacher. I want him to leave the school, one way or another. I really dislike him. I wish someone would just do me a favor and finish him off. Whoever is reading this, can you destroy him? Please ad thank you! 4laugh
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