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I don't hate life. Life hates me. As does death. Which I love them both one and the same, though trying not to favor death, and yet they disown me.
I'm stuck here living in the middle. Not dead, but not truely living. At least not amoung the living. And I can not die. But i'm coming to accept God might love me.
I mean he loves everyone, so he must love Lucifer too. And all the demons. So what's so quieer about me? I think God does love me even after all i've been put through.
Instead of having to find my true life's mate, My other missing puzzle piece. I was created whole all ready. He saved me the trouble of looking, I was made with out any parts missing and only a small amount are broken ones.
I wish God made better parts to replace those though. I'm outta date and so are they. They quit making the correct fitting pieces.
Mabey there is a glue strong enogh to hold me together. Mabey i'll find out. Mabey I wont. (?)
But mabey i'll die young. Yaaaa! <3
Makes life easier on me.