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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWCXbY6RORQ
you really need to go watch that because this guy speaks some real truth. the first few minutes is unimportant but the rest is so worth it. i mean i actually cried (i hardly ever cry! maybe a couple times every 6 months or so) watching it because ive been through it and im still going through it. if youve seen my profile and actually read my info you would know ive cut myself over 500 times and still have the scars to prove it plus ive tried to kill myself over 7 times in the past 3 years and it was mainly because of what this guy is talking about. i mean you cant even begin to imagine some of what i myself and my friends and people i know have been through. and my little bro and little sis are on this website so i cant really say it but if you want to know you can ask over a private message. i would love to share my story with them when they are older but not yet and i dont want them to find out through this site. but please please PLEASE go watch that video and maybe soon ill put it on a playlist on here but not right now because the computer im on right now doesnt like the Gaia Video Lounge. and you know there are actually things that i wont ever tell anyone in my family that my closest friends know. damn i really need to talk to someone about this because i dont see my therapist for another 2 or 3 weeks. and i hope those of you that care enough to watch the video will spread the word.