Don't you just hate those people who have no decency at all and just keep speaking their mind without thinking of how their words affect others? I can't think of the words to describe YOU because there are way too many. YOU have no modesty whatsoever and you just love making trouble for yourself. YOU may think "Oh, they're my friends. They understand that I can be a b***h." But guess what? When your being a b***h, I start to dislike YOU just a little bit. Gradually as YOU start becoming comfortable with it, I start to despise YOU until that feeling turns to this burning hate that eats up my very being [just for the moment, of course]. So tell me. Why the ******** would you bring me down with YOUR problem? YOU never asked me and now YOU go around pretending that you're all innocent but really I know you're two-faced. I know you're hurt. I know you're going through a hard time. But all you need to do is talk to me. Open up your heart to me. Ask me to help YOU because I know you can be a good person and all this hatred that YOU build up in yourself is about your insecurities. If only YOU could realize that we're not perfect then maybe you can let this blackness in your mind go. Trust me, I've been there. And I do not want to go back because it will not get you anywhere in this life. I'm still mad at you but I can't help but feel sympathy for you. I know YOU ask for no sympathy but I can't help it because of the way you behave. I can't help but feel sorry for you that you can't see past the dark parts of life.
So yeah, if anyone reads this [yes I typed that ALL by myself, isn't it amazing??] and you're mad at a friend who WON'T talk to you or WON'T let you in or WON'T stop being a b***h about everything [and I mean EVERYTHING] then just let them know that you care because everyone in this world is worth caring for.
EchoingRaven Community Member 
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