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	We Are All In the Gutter, But Some of Us Are Looking at the Stars Looking at the stars or peering down into the gutter. Things aren't always happy with me, but neither are they always melancholy.

	Expecting Too Much
	Expecting Too Much


Sometimes, I craft a little dream world for myself where I am completely happy and everything and everyone is living up to the standards I dreamt up for them. I sit there and day dream about a happier life, a happier me and I can't help but to smile because everything is going right. Then BAM! Reality hits. I forget to leave my dream world behind and I often walk into real life thinking that everything I thought of was true. Unfortunately, one thing goes against what I previously dreamt and it melancholy breaks loose. I feel depression come over me like a wave and it kills me that usually what I day dream of is the exact opposite of what is really going on and I often do forget how life likes to screw me over. I don't mean to dream the way I do, but sadly it takes me over...like a disease. Insanity perhaps. Ever been completely optimistic about something and suddenly it crumbles in your face? Basically, that is how I feel when I begin to dream and it isn't anything at all like reality. Maybe I'm just insane... Check out my photography and cosplays! [/align:ead3603109] yum_puddi Burning River Photography yum_puddi [/align:ead3603109] yum_cupcake Tumblr yum_cupcake [/align:ead3603109] yum_salmon Deviant Art yum_salmon [/align:ead3603109] [img:ead3603109]http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b336/suicidalxstudio/gir.gif[/img:ead3603109] [/align:ead3603109][/color:ead3603109] cynical_cadaver · Tue Jan 11, 2011 @ 10:07pm · 0 Comments


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yum_salmon Deviant Art yum_salmon [/align:ead3603109]
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