I've always found it funny that when ever there is drama over a friend being depressed and hating their life. I always think of things that are in my life that are worse than theirs, but I always push it away just because my love is more important than any thing in the world. I've always thought of depression, the fact that I can't cry any more. I've also thought about why I always act like a child. It's only because I never had a child hood. I took care of my self, my parents have always been addicts, both my brothers are going to end up homeless. When I was little, I had no friends exept for my notebook. Teachers hated me, students picked fights with me.... There are things that have happened that I'm not even willing to say alloud. My life was a living hell, but I contenued to move forward. Fifth grade I moved out of hell, parents still drug addicts, brothers still useless and mindless as they became addicts aswell. I decided to start over and live life the best I could. I made friends, dated a while, started my life and my personality over. I reset my self, so to speak. Now I'm happier than ever, although I broke my ankle in eighth grade and it's still broke along with my back always hurting. I ignore those minor things and keep as happy a spossible and I never let any thing infringe with my day. "Each day is a gift, not a given right" ~Nickleback. "Life is but a story, but every story of every person must have a dream" ~ me when I was six. Just live life to the fullest and never turn back
I'm alone in the world.
No one to see me.
Alone, all alone.
My love to decieve me.
Sinking, slowly sinking.
My heart is slowly sinking.
Below the clouds.
Below the earth.
Below the tides of a deadly curse.
Deadly sin may never be decieved again.
