Me and a girl I always love, name Jazmin, I called her Jazie and she called me her kitty.
It happened 3 years ago on the darling buds of May, at that time my avatar was a centaur avatar. I commented a friend of mine and spotted another centaur, her appearance at that time was white pale, with black coloured hair and blue gentle eyes, in her comment box. So I went to her profile (the centaur) and saw her trying to rally up other centaurs so she can make a centaur group/clan. It was jaw dropping since I never imagine there's so much of centaurs in gaia.
I scrolled downwards in her profile, I saw her appearance in real life. She look so cute with her lime blonde hair being tousled by the gentle wind of London. I read her writings in her about me section and instantly felt a connection with her since I too always ranting and complaining about how boring and normal humans are. In my mind, I was thinking, "WOW! She's awesome and interesting!" . So I commented on her lovely profile.
Later on, we became best friends, we always hang out together in gaia virtual Hollywood, Rally and the most brainstorming site, The Jigsaw. Me and her always challenge each other to see who can finish the jigsaw puzzle first and I have to admit that I lost to her in many occurrence but nevertheless I had great times with her. She always made me smile and turn every hellish day of mine to a heavenly wonderland fill with her warmth of caring.
Months past, ZOMG finally came out, so we play it together from the beginning. Every time I'm online in Gaia, it will be custom for me to check her status, just trying to spend some of my time with someone who always be there with me. One day, when I was having another normal friendly night with her in the rally, she acted a bit weird, she called me "my kitty". Being a fifteen year old Asian, I guess its normal for anyone outside Asia to call their friend with cute adorable names. Yes I was pretty naive and innocent at that time. So I acted like its normal and cool with me. Then I called her as my master since in my perception, if I am her kitty then it makes her as my master. After awhile I started being attached to her. A day without her seems to be a grave lost to me.
On December 2005, 20 days before Christmas, another entaur started to talk to her. He seems a bit flirty, in my eyes at least, to Jazie. So I went to his profile and from there my habit of stalking comments began. She seems not impressed in him. At the end of the day, I was thinking back about what I did and why did I stalk Jazie's comments. Maybe it was my hunch, or maybe I was being curious.. Maybe even more than that! Whatever it was, it really makes my heart pounding faster than I ever had before and I had a sleepless night afterward.
15 to 10 days before Christmas, the national exam results for middle high school came out. I was very anxious as that will be apart of my future. When my name was called out, I took deep breath, slowly stand up and start walking, heading towards the principle, she smiled and congratulate me for obtaining straight A's. I was so proud and happy till tears start to shed from my eyes. When I returned home shortly afterward, I turned on my computer and jack in Gaia. I told Jazie about what I had achieve. She replied she's proud of me and gave me a virtual sexy bear hug of her's. We talked a lot afterward and headed to ZOMG where we killed the Gnome's Boss. Had a great moment on that particular day.
Less than 10 days before Christmas, in front of the lake and below the pink sakura trees in Zen Garden, ZOMG, I called out her name, she appeared in front of me, asking me some question as I kind of ignored her a few minutes before, because I was being embarrassed for what I am going to tell her in front of her friends. So I confessed my feelings for her and telling her " I love you" . She giggled and told me she have the same feeling for me too. From there, our relationship spark. From being just two friendly centaurs, we turned into a lovely couple centaurs.
We have been together for more than 2 years now. Either in shiny or cloudy days, my heart for her still beats on. Everything we did together and said either in ZOMG or in other virtual spaces is finely recorded in my mind and heart. One day, just one day, I will fly to her, grab her gently fine hands that I have been craving for far too long and tell her for real that no one shall care for her more than I do in her life.
Le Fin
